Truthful emotions

Love... will leave you alone and lonely. .. leave you dumb founded. Surrounded with a feeling You rarely experience and prior obligations that hinder them. But its love.... you'll always remember when seeing them was enough to make you feel as though you've reached your highest accomplishment, leaving them only produces sadness to harbor in. "Could haves" to ponder on. Mixed emotions and powerful chemicals in chemistry are that bad... residue resides in You until you blow up like a meth lab.. yeah its that sad.  Passing over chances you have, passing glances for the dance of that forbidden fruit, that apple juice. The apple of my eyes necter dripping from her flower, and I devoured every sip that drips down to my lips. Lust... sometimes people confuse the two. But look at what they both can do to you. How they both can confuse you but I can't refuse to choose you due to my infatuation with your presence. .. the aftermath of your essence is like a present. And even though this gift is a blessing. .. its hardly deserving. . Partially disturbing that as busy as each day may be, I find the time for you. Even took time from my busy schedule to write this rhyme for you...