Gone...

What happens when the sun stops shining The moons stops glowing And the stars stop glistening Will we stop arguing, If I stop listening Can I accomplish goals if I stop wishing per second Will she come back to me if I stop missing her essence Her intelligence Her elegance I can't believe I lost a love that took me years to find Even though our time together was short She will forever be in my mind And I'll never find another her I don't intend to search for a moon brighter than my sun To find a woman worthy enough to bear my daughter or son And I know she was the one Despite my imperfections and her flaws I would have given her my all And I know she had to love me, I could see it in her eyes I was surprised to find them crying out for desperation My eyes scoping her face and her smile is so perfect But it couldn't hide the pain she endured, And the fact that she didn't deserve it Beautiful antique, Tarnished and bruised Waiting to be refurbished. What happens when the sun stops shining The moons stops glowing And the stars stop glistening I wonder if she's missing me, Wishing she was kissing me I wonder if she feels how I feel And honestly I hope she doesn't Because my heart is deteriorating as I speak My mind is a mess I haven't slept I haven't eaten And I'm weak I love her too much to know that she's not as happy as she seems And perceives herself to be I want to delete her number simply to resist the temptation to call And ask her why it didn't last Why did love stab and painfully force this dagger through my last breath Make you my past to fast and way before we could have a future or present day And a way to always make it back at night to say I love you I need to ask her What happens when the sun stops shining The moons stops glowing And the stars stop glistening