This world that we are living in...

I thought I entered this world with a vengeance... and with blurred vision I was on a Mission to destroy the world that I was living in... praying in the same room that I have been sinning in.... kneeling in the same spot she was kneeling in... feeling inferior, looking up to me as if I were her god
but she is interacting with someone who has no religion. Oblivious to the obstacles she'd have to swallow... the wandering lost soul that she'd choose to follow left her in hollow halls all alone. I told her I only choose to befriend rivals. She cried... I asked her '' would you rather be lied too''?
Don't cry boo id only fly you straight to hell... I know that you can tell that I would only deprive you of the nourishments that you need to revive you and I can't have your hearts cast on my conscience when I am anticipating this mission to destroy this world that we are living in... hindering lost souls in ghettos and im throwin low blows but it seams someone keeps beating me to the punch, its a dog eatdog world and im just trying to keep down my lunch. And I tried to explain to her im not the one to be relying on... she said im going to make you love me or im going to die trying yo. I told her so go ahead and call your family home, call the funeral home and make your arrangements. I keep trying to warn you but you obviously like playing with danger. Go to the cemetary, and pick out a plot.. the tombstone should read "the beautiful angel who died of a broken heart"
I am on a one player mission that you can't have any parts of... I only have time for cruelty I have no time for love... she told me that I was a fool getting sucked into the very shit that I wanted no parts of.. the reason the world seamed so wrong in the first place was looking back at me.. toe to toe, face to face.
She was right I can't solve my problems with rage I can't erase the mistakes already made I simply need to start with a new page. Get over it... its a whole new day, fighting fate can enslave the mind when you can simply enjoy the time that you do have and in order to do that you have to love the life that you're living in...
That very world you are sinning in and pretend that everyone else is following suit.. and if you look back the only person you need will be right behind you..she whispered "im right beside you in this world that we are living in".

-poetrii