Showing posts with label mental. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mental. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

No one

Nobody ever told her that she could have fun sober and that she didn't need a man to make her feel like a queen....

No one ever said to her that present love could be dead to her and that she doesn't have to be sleeping to live out her dreams

Is understanding really understood by two beings with different ideologies
Apologies are rare in a life so unfair
Hindering you with obstacles that you weren't prepared for

She needs repairs for her broken heart
A part of her needs to believe that the struggle is apart of life, while her mind can't conceive living above the hype

But no one ever told her that she would be her soulmates type and that she doesn't need a man to make her feel like a queen

-Poetrii

Friday, November 7, 2014

This world that we are living in...

I thought I entered this world with a vengeance... and with blurred vision I was on a Mission to destroy the world that I was living in... praying in the same room that I have been sinning in.... kneeling in the same spot she was kneeling in... feeling inferior, looking up to me as if I were her god
but she is interacting with someone who has no religion. Oblivious to the obstacles she'd have to swallow... the wandering lost soul that she'd choose to follow left her in hollow halls all alone. I told her I only choose to befriend rivals. She cried... I asked her '' would you rather be lied too''?
Don't cry boo id only fly you straight to hell... I know that you can tell that I would only deprive you of the nourishments that you need to revive you and I can't have your hearts cast on my conscience when I am anticipating this mission to destroy this world that we are living in... hindering lost souls in ghettos and im throwin low blows but it seams someone keeps beating me to the punch, its a dog eatdog world and im just trying to keep down my lunch. And I tried to explain to her im not the one to be relying on... she said im going to make you love me or im going to die trying yo. I told her so go ahead and call your family home, call the funeral home and make your arrangements. I keep trying to warn you but you obviously like playing with danger. Go to the cemetary, and pick out a plot.. the tombstone should read "the beautiful angel who died of a broken heart"
I am on a one player mission that you can't have any parts of... I only have time for cruelty I have no time for love... she told me that I was a fool getting sucked into the very shit that I wanted no parts of.. the reason the world seamed so wrong in the first place was looking back at me.. toe to toe, face to face.
She was right I can't solve my problems with rage I can't erase the mistakes already made I simply need to start with a new page. Get over it... its a whole new day, fighting fate can enslave the mind when you can simply enjoy the time that you do have and in order to do that you have to love the life that you're living in...
That very world you are sinning in and pretend that everyone else is following suit.. and if you look back the only person you need will be right behind you..she whispered "im right beside you in this world that we are living in".

-poetrii

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Who is this creature?

You mesmerized me with your stare.
You were so cold, but I didn't care.
I was so innocent; so fresh,
And I let you sink your teeth into my flesh.
You clawed through my chest right to my heart,
Tearing my sweet innocence apart.
Then you mercilessly ripped out my soul ~
You stomped on my love and told me to go;
Sent me back into the world a new creature.
In your theatre of horror, I was no longer the feature.
Now I'm the same type of monster you were, 
I might as well have claws and be covered in fur. 

I might as well be a sold out premiere
Rated the scariest thing this year
You are the very thing we fear
The various tears left me as cold as Christmas morning
Left my hollowed heart in mourning
Sinking my teeth into any bit of love that I could find
Longing to feel alive and even immortality couldn't help me shake the infidelities,
even a beast cannot conceive the lies that you would tell to me.
I desperately would like to walk into the sun, but the love you gave seams to keep me in the darkness pondering the larceny.... and with every part of me I've been trying to resist this inhumane fix that I have been craving.
These dark times that I have been facing
The dirt that I am facing sitting quietly in my grave
Hopes of seeing you again the day the dead will raise
-Poetrii

I wrote this piece with a very creative individual, she's based on instagram @poems_by_jaiy
Check her out, she's great!  Im following her. You should too

Monday, June 9, 2014

Supreme

Economical superiority
Respect and dominance
I strike fear into the heart of the fearless
I have complete mastery over the minds
That are cocky and sublime
The ones that intertwine with the finest things
And define the times that we live in

I AM THE EPITOME OF SUPREMACY
I am able to recline, relax
And devour time, with hopeful rhymes
I am the mastermind to subordination
Barefoot on tar pavement
And I'm racing

But I don't rank in numbers
I do not rank in metals
I rank in power, leaving the inferior for dead
Choosing my moments of miraculousness
Simply for my entertainment
and your pain and suffering
But, I do thank you for trusting me

However, something has me quite disturbed
I feel as if your perception of me is absurd
How dare you have the nerve
The audacity to belittle me
I deserve the title...God

I have the characteristics, The achievments
Of authority and transcendency
I am not soul cleansing and replinishing
I am judgemental...I feed off of criticism giving by hypocrites
And poetry written by atheists
I am inconsiderate, inconsistent, and I agree to disagreeing
I can scream to the deaf, keep the Immobilized still, And keep the blind from seeing
Yet, I am not your supreme being
I simply survive by being supreme

Friday, June 26, 2009

Maybe I Am..

I bet you never thought that... I'd be an alcoholic Drug addicted Deceiving, cheating Lover's mistress Conniving, manipulativeDishonest trickster A theivingPoverty stricken heathen Lost somewhere and never leaving Well, That's because It wasn't for you to think about Maybe you haven't entirely read my story within and throughout Maybe you skimmed through the pages, thumbed past ages Or never experienced my stages of amazement But even if you did your behavior is offensive and repugnant Who are you to pass judgement Who are you to say I was when I wasn't This loving, trusting Distracted from nothing Effecient flamboyant Stimulating, annoying Captivating woman Maybe I am, Or maybe you just see me as This procrastinating lone soldier Depressed and desperate for arms to hold her Zealous, fraudulent A winner of The center of attention for the moment And it's brief leaving me time to Sneak, and replinish, start the unfinished Look into your eyes while your talking But show you a face that'll have you questioning if i'm listening Maybe I'm still in transition Maybe I dropped knowledge to pick up a little wisdom Maybe I decided to be four eyes because contacts couldn't show me a clearer image Or maybe I sleep with my eyes open to see a brighter vision Maybe me and my alter ego accidently had a collision Maybe I am not the joke you take me for The player, the liar, the cheater, the whore Maybe I despise the rich and cry for the poor Just maybe I am what the world was looking for Broadening my thoughts to change the worlds condition I am tranquility, peace, and serenity Surrender to me, I am the epitome, I am poetrii. I am simply definition.