Ex- Homosexual

Is it possible to stop being gay...

I just seen this youtube video entitled "Is it possible to stop being gay" and I must say STOP IT...Stop it.The chicks vid wouldn't let me post my comment but this was my response: "Wow. This is really stupid. That doesn't even make any sense. You did that shit for years YOU LIKED THAT SHIT! But it was gross? Hmm. I see the bible is full of contradictions so the people who read it must be too? Makes sense. You never were "gay" because it was just so easy for you to suddenly like men again. That's stupid. You weren't a lesbian...You were a FREAK. You wanted to try that shit and you did. (Seems someone couldn't take the pressure). So you ran back to what is seemingly the right thing to do. You people are just ridiculous. Your so caught up in the bullshit that you can't even live your lives. smh. Guess if I believed anything someone told me then i could say "I'd pray for you" But since I don't you can drown in a river of holy water for all I care...Gross? ugh whatever."

{ATTENTION}: I KNOW THAT THERE ARE ALOT OF YOU WHO DO BELIEVE IN GOD. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW..........THAT DOES NOT CHANGE MY OPINION IN THE LEAST BIT.WHAT YOU THINK DOES NOT CONCERN ME. AND VICE VERSA I'M SURE. So ANYWAY...

People are so ignorant to just about everything these days. I mean excuse me for having a mind of my own. I do apologize. (LOL) Not really.

FIRST

Don't get me wrong to each his own...But religion directly bashes me. Which makes it personal.EVERYTHING is a sin. Who cares. Who gives a shit. SUPPOSEDLY if I kill a mothafucka or If I stab someone it's a sin but what I know is that they told me.."No matter what I do...All I have to do is repent and accept god before I leave this earth and I will go to heaven or be accepted by god"Some old bullshit! If that's the case then why is it so bad to be a sinner in the first place. What the fuck kind of harm has me being gay caused you? Huh? What's so bad about me doing what I want to do with MY life? I can't sleep with a women...But an old ass white man Can fuck little boys and as soon as he's finished busting his nut he kindly walks into his reading room, and quietly sits at his desk.And starts a new chapter of the bible? Get the fuck out of here.

SECOND

I'm a bitch, I'll always be a bitch and that's just the way it is. I'm a lesbian, I'll always be A lesbian because that's who I am... Not who I chose to be. And there isn't any fucking way you can tell me otherwise. You are what you are, as simple as that. But your not going to tell me "oh, well I was gay for a couple years and then one day when I woke up with the smell of a women around my mouth, god slapped me in the face and told me it was wrong. And I knew he was right. So I changed my ways.And even though I claimed to "love" women, I know longer look at them that way and I like men and I'm just so glad god changed me back"??? Seriously? Like no...wait. *Drinks a sip of kool-aid* Your serious. This makes sense to you? You tell me that this makes sense to you and that you have proof of these incidents then hit me up on twitter dude cause I wanna know.Drop a note on myfacebook...Enlighten me gotdammit.

LAST, THIRD, WHATEVER.

I thought "Only god can judge me". And that's funny because all of these holy-rollers, and choir members, and preachers, and those of you who put your hard earned money in the collection plate.YOU KEEP JUDGING ME. I know what the fuck I'm doing. You people don't even follow what you say.Yet I continue to be harassed by people trying to get me to believe. Believe something that you only believe because that's what you've always known and feels you have to. SINNER, SINNER, SINNER!The opposite of a sinner, is someone who's perfect. NO ONE IS PERFECT. Yet that's what you claim to be. Because if you aren't perfect then your a sinner. Wow you people just make this too easy.

Also I know you have to be wondering. "How does the "Ex-Atheist" shirt fit in with this?" Because it's all the same. People who wander in and out of different things have no sense of direction. They see a group of people that beleive in something and they try it. There's no way in this world that I'm going to be an atheist today, then a god fearing woman the next day. Because once again that means that I was never an atheist. It just proves that most people are followers, and the rest are manipulators. I say something and you better believe it. They say don't question "God". Why? BECAUSE NO ONE HAS ANY ANSWERS! I refuse to commit my life to someone that I can not see or hear, And I don't believe anything without proof. At some point in life we as a people will cease to be in denial. We will see things for what they are instead of what we want them to be. (This will be continued into an entirely different blog).

If you like it, I love it.

If you agree, Cool we can converse.

If you don't we can debate.

If your straight going to be a child and a bitch about it then FUCK YOU!

You don't give a shit, and I don't give a fuck.

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-Poetrii