Maybe I Am..

I bet you never thought that... I'd be an alcoholic Drug addicted Deceiving, cheating Lover's mistress Conniving, manipulativeDishonest trickster A theivingPoverty stricken heathen Lost somewhere and never leaving Well, That's because It wasn't for you to think about Maybe you haven't entirely read my story within and throughout Maybe you skimmed through the pages, thumbed past ages Or never experienced my stages of amazement But even if you did your behavior is offensive and repugnant Who are you to pass judgement Who are you to say I was when I wasn't This loving, trusting Distracted from nothing Effecient flamboyant Stimulating, annoying Captivating woman Maybe I am, Or maybe you just see me as This procrastinating lone soldier Depressed and desperate for arms to hold her Zealous, fraudulent A winner of The center of attention for the moment And it's brief leaving me time to Sneak, and replinish, start the unfinished Look into your eyes while your talking But show you a face that'll have you questioning if i'm listening Maybe I'm still in transition Maybe I dropped knowledge to pick up a little wisdom Maybe I decided to be four eyes because contacts couldn't show me a clearer image Or maybe I sleep with my eyes open to see a brighter vision Maybe me and my alter ego accidently had a collision Maybe I am not the joke you take me for The player, the liar, the cheater, the whore Maybe I despise the rich and cry for the poor Just maybe I am what the world was looking for Broadening my thoughts to change the worlds condition I am tranquility, peace, and serenity Surrender to me, I am the epitome, I am poetrii. I am simply definition.