Religion

PREVIOUSLY ON "Is it possible to stop being gay"... Also I know you have to be wondering. "How does the "Ex-Atheist" shirt fit in with this?" Because it's all the same. People who wander in and out of different things have no sense of direction. They see a group of people that believe in something and they try it. There's no way in this world that I'm going to be an atheist today, then a god fearing woman the next day. Because once again that means that I was never an atheist. It just proves that most people are followers, and the rest are manipulators. I say something and you better believe it. They say don't question "God". Why? BECAUSE NO ONE HAS ANY ANSWERS! I refuse to commit my life to someone that I can not see or hear, And I don't believe anything without proof. At some point in life we as a people will cease to be in denial. We will see things for what they are instead of what we want them to be. CONTINUED... Religion to me is just something to get people through the day. It's something that makes them feel like everything is OK. It keeps them from reality. A blind eye to flaws and destruction.If it didn't then they would see the reality of shit. Just think about it. They say that a person can only die when god feels as if it's their time to go. At the same time do you people not seethe punishment. Your "God" isn't so friendly now is he. Ok ok. I understand people feel as though they won't die until it's their time but does it have to be so vulgar, so brutal, so bloody.5 year olds getting decapitated. 8 year olds forced to be suicide bombers. Massacres, murders, Manslaughter, Drowning, suffocating, plane crashes, fires, AIDS, cancer, being hung from a tree. Jeez where's the dignity, the love, the honor. It's nowhere. What about the fact that life itself is a punishment. You're born, you suffer, THEN YOU FUCKING DIE! I'm not seeing the fatherly love. Also,the contradictions should be enough to get your brain ticking. Jealousy is definitely a sin,yet your "god" Is a jealous god. Hmm? He can sin, but we can't. What about the fact that he supposedly creates every person exactly how he wants them to be. YET he shuns the rapists, murderers, and homosexuals. Etc. I don't understand "HE" made them this way. He sits up in "Heaven" and he watches us struggle, and be raped, murdered, fucked over.Is that all he's good for? Unless he does something miraculous (Like me being in a plane crash and falling out onto a big ass pile of money that saves my life, no injuries, no bruises and I can keep it all for myself) Then I don't believe it. If no one ever taught you this. Then what would you believe in? Nothing. Yourself, instead of this illusion. Then you would have to see shit for what the fuck it really is. -Poetrii